my blog is so dead and have not have the time to look at it...anyway right now having a week break so yea not at home and currently in florida...drove 20 hours straight from home...that is seriously not fun and don try that. so thats why i cant online...
but yea this post titled hang on cause i am hanging on till i come back. so not sure whether u still viewing my blog or not but than that is what i have decided..which also means that i will also wait.
gtg now...update soon when i am free.
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
Monday, January 26, 2009
Melancholy
today started of pretty well...everything went well and i was just enjoying myself because it is sunday and i do not need to wake up early and go class!
anyway it was well and i was studying and took some time and watched the rolex 24 hours daytona race. the race was intense and this race went into the history book.so that was about later part in the afternoon close to 4 something 5! so i continued study while my friend's fionce cooked for new year dinner! at 6 we had reunion dinner, is just the four of us there small but we had fun chatting and watched movie while taking dinner.
after my dinner and washing the dishes, i came into my room and called my grandma (mum's side)
so i started to talk to her and i realize this sad down voice and i was wondering why because chinese new year, so i asked her she told me that my grandma (dad's side) passed away. i was shocked! and trying to gather my thoughts there is not one to share to and din want to disturb darling because its happy celebration this part of the year for chinese! so here am i just blogging. so i quickly call mum and ask what happened.she said that grandma( dad's side) wasnt feeling well and shortly after that she just went peacefully! so i hold my emotions and kept on talking with everyone that was there! after done talking to them i called my grandma(mum's side) and talk to her again just to make sure that she is fine because i didnt want her to be upset! so yea after done talking to her i was here in the room and quietly flashing back all the memories with my grandma.
although i am not close to her but then there is a sense of close feeling i had! maybe because i am so use to the fact that i have all four of them and will see them every chinese new year! so looking at the fact that i was blessed and now facing this fact i am not use to it and here i am in US cant go back and see her for the last time! guess before i left to US was the last time i saw her for the rest of my life! and this morning i was telling april( friend's fionce) that all four my grandparents are still around! ;-( so that is a phrase that i cant use anymore!
on the phone my grandma was telling me that she will take care of herself because she wants to see me come back from state and she kept on teling me for a couple a time. that causes me to think alot of stuffs and how fragile a life could be! (tears)
everyone stressed out back at home and there is nothing i can do from here just to pray and hope that it will get better for everyone there. talking to them i can hear the edge of breaking down voice from them! but they are hanging on there so i guess that's life cycle that we have to face.
anyway it was well and i was studying and took some time and watched the rolex 24 hours daytona race. the race was intense and this race went into the history book.so that was about later part in the afternoon close to 4 something 5! so i continued study while my friend's fionce cooked for new year dinner! at 6 we had reunion dinner, is just the four of us there small but we had fun chatting and watched movie while taking dinner.
after my dinner and washing the dishes, i came into my room and called my grandma (mum's side)
so i started to talk to her and i realize this sad down voice and i was wondering why because chinese new year, so i asked her she told me that my grandma (dad's side) passed away. i was shocked! and trying to gather my thoughts there is not one to share to and din want to disturb darling because its happy celebration this part of the year for chinese! so here am i just blogging. so i quickly call mum and ask what happened.she said that grandma( dad's side) wasnt feeling well and shortly after that she just went peacefully! so i hold my emotions and kept on talking with everyone that was there! after done talking to them i called my grandma(mum's side) and talk to her again just to make sure that she is fine because i didnt want her to be upset! so yea after done talking to her i was here in the room and quietly flashing back all the memories with my grandma.
although i am not close to her but then there is a sense of close feeling i had! maybe because i am so use to the fact that i have all four of them and will see them every chinese new year! so looking at the fact that i was blessed and now facing this fact i am not use to it and here i am in US cant go back and see her for the last time! guess before i left to US was the last time i saw her for the rest of my life! and this morning i was telling april( friend's fionce) that all four my grandparents are still around! ;-( so that is a phrase that i cant use anymore!
on the phone my grandma was telling me that she will take care of herself because she wants to see me come back from state and she kept on teling me for a couple a time. that causes me to think alot of stuffs and how fragile a life could be! (tears)
everyone stressed out back at home and there is nothing i can do from here just to pray and hope that it will get better for everyone there. talking to them i can hear the edge of breaking down voice from them! but they are hanging on there so i guess that's life cycle that we have to face.
Friday, December 12, 2008
what is this?
sitting down here in the conference room, on a comfie office chair but yet hmmm i do not know why i am feeling this way...what is this all about?
and i am not trying to complain or what just what i am gonna write it down and sort my thoughts out! anyway feeling like down or something like that i got no idea y also! suppose to be happy because i just made an A in class but then i am not...oh well am i
blur?
sad?
down?
wtv?
stress?
emo?
nah right now really got no idea what is it all about...but i can rule out emo...
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today is the last week that i am going to have classes in OC and yea guess life have to move on and there are times that things needed to be done! life life life never is fair because need is always much more important and wants! i think that can explain alot of things in my life! and in class i had to say bye to my prof and yea i din like that moment because i hate departing or ppl leaving...that is something i never going to like it and yet life is always this way...ppl come and go, nothing is really in our controlled because like i just said life is life! oh well guess that is it! OSU here i come then...
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next week finals and yea one semester down and one more to go before i am going back and see darling again! thats the good news for me and the only thing i am looking forward to! cant wait to see u again sweetheart...love u ever more darling muackz!
P/s: still love u my only love TEH MEI EARN! muackz hugz!
Saturday, November 15, 2008
Busy~Work~&~Headache
oh well i figure that since i am free this week and just studying SAT so yea i might as well update my blog alil!
so here is goes i was told that i needed to take SAT in order to enroll into OSU. so huh that gave me a bang on my head and because when i was doing my SAT previously, they said that it was jst for scholarship and i did not study hard for it...one of the main reason was because i was in NS! so here i am right now in my friend's house...and today went to OSU and coincidently met the director from the ISS department. Then my friend right away talked to him and right away he asked me who i talked to right away and told me that i DO NOT need to retake the SAT! pffft! i was happy and yea trying to process the data in my head! because its like a whole load of burden got of my back! *darling knew that i need to do SAT but i did not potrait much importance or significance of it because i know that darling is in a much greater stress haha! so yea darling what i did was supporting you the whole day till now you are doing you LAN test...lolx...i am glad that you handle it so well my love! proud of you dear! so yea after i have been here in my friend's house i have been having headache since then! i got no idea why...its been two days argh! irritating...other then that i have bunch of homework that i need to catch up after i am done here with the application with OSU! so yea basically that is what i have been up to lately...
to darling! although situations are not too smooth but then i did pray for you me and us both! hehe...so yea thank God for everything and most of all thank HIM for you! lolx...i admit that i love you super super much much! and i cant afford to lose you that is why i am ALL OUT for you dear! and no matter how suffering i am i would just take it willingly because all i know is that I love you and you are all i want and need! LOVE U MUCH....MUACKZ!
so here is goes i was told that i needed to take SAT in order to enroll into OSU. so huh that gave me a bang on my head and because when i was doing my SAT previously, they said that it was jst for scholarship and i did not study hard for it...one of the main reason was because i was in NS! so here i am right now in my friend's house...and today went to OSU and coincidently met the director from the ISS department. Then my friend right away talked to him and right away he asked me who i talked to right away and told me that i DO NOT need to retake the SAT! pffft! i was happy and yea trying to process the data in my head! because its like a whole load of burden got of my back! *darling knew that i need to do SAT but i did not potrait much importance or significance of it because i know that darling is in a much greater stress haha! so yea darling what i did was supporting you the whole day till now you are doing you LAN test...lolx...i am glad that you handle it so well my love! proud of you dear! so yea after i have been here in my friend's house i have been having headache since then! i got no idea why...its been two days argh! irritating...other then that i have bunch of homework that i need to catch up after i am done here with the application with OSU! so yea basically that is what i have been up to lately...
to darling! although situations are not too smooth but then i did pray for you me and us both! hehe...so yea thank God for everything and most of all thank HIM for you! lolx...i admit that i love you super super much much! and i cant afford to lose you that is why i am ALL OUT for you dear! and no matter how suffering i am i would just take it willingly because all i know is that I love you and you are all i want and need! LOVE U MUCH....MUACKZ!
Tuesday, November 4, 2008
Cross Fingers...Pray Hard!
well..its been a while since i have blog here..so right now i will update alil...
as for the past two months i have been busy with work in uni and coping with everything that i slam into my face...so yea have not been free and relax at all...so yea today was a rough day! that i know for sure....right now i am declared as a mechanical student so yea i intended to transfer to another university for aerospace program...and i contacted the advisor at the other uni and emailed him concerning the classes that i am taking and going to take next sem...so i asked him whether or not my credit would actually transfer! when i received the reply from him EVERYTHING that i am taking this sem would not tranfer except for calcalas I and the class that i am going to take next sem also would not transfer next sem except for calculas II and US history! that was such a blow and my mind went blank! argh! kind a irritated because i was told that all my credit would transfer beside bible classes! so i was fine with that but in reality...everything would not transfer!
Right now i hope that my dean can work with the advisor there and the dean there as well to discuss about my credit transfer...or not my time here would be a total waste! sigh!
I am just waitng for news now and crossing my fingers tight...hopefully would transfer most of my credit this sem and i would tranfer next sem! thats the plan for now...
God, You hold my future, darling's future and our future...U are wonderful! Thank You and i am grateful for that!
as for the past two months i have been busy with work in uni and coping with everything that i slam into my face...so yea have not been free and relax at all...so yea today was a rough day! that i know for sure....right now i am declared as a mechanical student so yea i intended to transfer to another university for aerospace program...and i contacted the advisor at the other uni and emailed him concerning the classes that i am taking and going to take next sem...so i asked him whether or not my credit would actually transfer! when i received the reply from him EVERYTHING that i am taking this sem would not tranfer except for calcalas I and the class that i am going to take next sem also would not transfer next sem except for calculas II and US history! that was such a blow and my mind went blank! argh! kind a irritated because i was told that all my credit would transfer beside bible classes! so i was fine with that but in reality...everything would not transfer!
Right now i hope that my dean can work with the advisor there and the dean there as well to discuss about my credit transfer...or not my time here would be a total waste! sigh!
I am just waitng for news now and crossing my fingers tight...hopefully would transfer most of my credit this sem and i would tranfer next sem! thats the plan for now...
God, You hold my future, darling's future and our future...U are wonderful! Thank You and i am grateful for that!
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
One Day. One Day!
Oh Oh Oh....fall break is all over and today is my last day of chilling around...
although i am kind a bored during fall break then i don understand why time still fly by so quickly. I am sad because break is over but i am happy because days to see darling once again is getting closer and closer...this is a better news comparing to last day of fall break....wakakaka...
To darling:
anyway all i know among all that is surrounding me is that i am in love with one girl...and that girl is darling...i love her with all of my heart and my life...darling u are so important to me and in my life this is not some sweet words but its the fact...so yesh i promise you that one day i am coming back to be with you...one day we will get huskey and watch simpsons together alright...This 'one day' i will wait patiently for it...i will not give up no i wont...hehe....and sweetheart whenever i see you laugh i will also laugh, i got no i dea why and i dono why either...wakakka...so i guess i am "cheap" gua wakakaka....how you define it is between both of us haha....bluekz....
this is a short post because there isnt any much more thing to said other than i have said to darling....wakakaka....right now is that i am going to prove it to darling and yes i will prove it to you using time...because right now is action and time to prove what i have promise to you...no doubt i am using the advantage of time to prove it you! hehe...i sayang you so much my love i really do sayang and love you! hehe muackz... so i will see you real soon you are not running away or hiding any place....kekeke.....
Sign out: Foong Yeat Shung, Nicholas
although i am kind a bored during fall break then i don understand why time still fly by so quickly. I am sad because break is over but i am happy because days to see darling once again is getting closer and closer...this is a better news comparing to last day of fall break....wakakaka...
To darling:
anyway all i know among all that is surrounding me is that i am in love with one girl...and that girl is darling...i love her with all of my heart and my life...darling u are so important to me and in my life this is not some sweet words but its the fact...so yesh i promise you that one day i am coming back to be with you...one day we will get huskey and watch simpsons together alright...This 'one day' i will wait patiently for it...i will not give up no i wont...hehe....and sweetheart whenever i see you laugh i will also laugh, i got no i dea why and i dono why either...wakakka...so i guess i am "cheap" gua wakakaka....how you define it is between both of us haha....bluekz....
this is a short post because there isnt any much more thing to said other than i have said to darling....wakakaka....right now is that i am going to prove it to darling and yes i will prove it to you using time...because right now is action and time to prove what i have promise to you...no doubt i am using the advantage of time to prove it you! hehe...i sayang you so much my love i really do sayang and love you! hehe muackz... so i will see you real soon you are not running away or hiding any place....kekeke.....
Sign out: Foong Yeat Shung, Nicholas
Sunday, October 5, 2008
I'll catch you when you fall...
date : 04/10/2008
this date marks the day that i would remember for the rest of my life...all because of one very person that has done it for me and without giving up on me at the very last moment...not only was there for me but also did encourage me and walked through with me...so world hear me clearly i am gonna be stronger than ever and more persistent because of one very person that has prove to me...so yea give me another shot and i will do my best this time... tittle for this post was from that person and there is a quote come along with it. This is how is goes :
"sulk if u want to, grumble if u want to, scold if u want to, keep quite if u want to.. i'll still be here for u. i promise."
This quote might not mean alot to anyone of you but oh my this quote has change my life and awakened me once again...so that very person that did is................Teh Mei Earn................she is not just my sweetheart but she is my life and my everything as well...although she might not be perfect to many haha but she is perfect for me and she fits into me heart....my love for her have look through issues and because of me she would change so why cant i change because of her! darling I will change for us and our future! another issue was that she was so persistent and never let me go...she insisted that she would stay with me even though her face was telling me that she was tired! i appreciate it darling! yesh i do and you did not do it for nothing! i will do it for you as well...alright...muackz....
In conclusion, she is an angel to me and darling u re pretty! ok....i love you with all my heart and all my soul...and i miss u and us too! MUACKZ u deserve a huge kiss! hehe...
this date marks the day that i would remember for the rest of my life...all because of one very person that has done it for me and without giving up on me at the very last moment...not only was there for me but also did encourage me and walked through with me...so world hear me clearly i am gonna be stronger than ever and more persistent because of one very person that has prove to me...so yea give me another shot and i will do my best this time... tittle for this post was from that person and there is a quote come along with it. This is how is goes :
"sulk if u want to, grumble if u want to, scold if u want to, keep quite if u want to.. i'll still be here for u. i promise."
This quote might not mean alot to anyone of you but oh my this quote has change my life and awakened me once again...so that very person that did is................Teh Mei Earn................she is not just my sweetheart but she is my life and my everything as well...although she might not be perfect to many haha but she is perfect for me and she fits into me heart....my love for her have look through issues and because of me she would change so why cant i change because of her! darling I will change for us and our future! another issue was that she was so persistent and never let me go...she insisted that she would stay with me even though her face was telling me that she was tired! i appreciate it darling! yesh i do and you did not do it for nothing! i will do it for you as well...alright...muackz....
In conclusion, she is an angel to me and darling u re pretty! ok....i love you with all my heart and all my soul...and i miss u and us too! MUACKZ u deserve a huge kiss! hehe...
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