what is this?

sitting down here in the conference room, on a comfie office chair but yet hmmm i do not know why i am feeling this way...what is this all about?

and i am not trying to complain or what just what i am gonna write it down and sort my thoughts out! anyway feeling like down or something like that i got no idea y also! suppose to be happy because i just made an A in class but then i am not...oh well am i

blur?

sad?

down?

wtv?

stress?

emo?

nah right now really got no idea what is it all about...but i can rule out emo...

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today is the last week that i am going to have classes in OC and yea guess life have to move on and there are times that things needed to be done! life life life never is fair because need is always much more important and wants! i think that can explain alot of things in my life! and in class i had to say bye to my prof and yea i din like that moment because i hate departing or ppl leaving...that is something i never going to like it and yet life is always this way...ppl come and go, nothing is really in our controlled because like i just said life is life! oh well guess that is it! OSU here i come then...

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next week finals and yea one semester down and one more to go before i am going back and see darling again! thats the good news for me and the only thing i am looking forward to! cant wait to see u again sweetheart...love u ever more darling muackz! 

P/s: still love u my only love TEH MEI EARN! muackz hugz!

Busy~Work~&~Headache

oh well i figure that since i am free this week and just studying SAT so yea i might as well update my blog alil!

so here is goes i was told that i needed to take SAT in order to enroll into OSU. so huh that gave me a bang on my head and because when i was doing my SAT previously, they said that it was jst for scholarship and i did not study hard for it...one of the main reason was because i was in NS! so here i am right now in my friend's house...and today went to OSU and coincidently met the director from the ISS department. Then my friend right away talked to him and right away he asked me who i talked to right away and told me that i DO NOT need to retake the SAT! pffft! i was happy and yea trying to process the data in my head! because its like a whole load of burden got of my back! *darling knew that i need to do SAT but i did not potrait much importance or significance of it because i know that darling is in a much greater stress haha! so yea darling what i did was supporting you the whole day till now you are doing you LAN test...lolx...i am glad that you handle it so well my love! proud of you dear! so yea after i have been here in my friend's house i have been having headache since then! i got no idea why...its been two days argh! irritating...other then that i have bunch of homework that i need to catch up after i am done here with the application with OSU! so yea basically that is what i have been up to lately...

to darling! although situations are not too smooth but then i did pray for you me and us both! hehe...so yea thank God for everything and most of all thank HIM for you! lolx...i admit that i love you super super much much! and i cant afford to lose you that is why i am ALL OUT for you dear! and no matter how suffering i am i would just take it willingly because all i know is that I love you and you are all i want and need! LOVE U MUCH....MUACKZ!

Cross Fingers...Pray Hard!

well..its been a while since i have blog here..so right now i will update alil...

as for the past two months i have been busy with work in uni and coping with everything that i slam into my face...so yea have not been free and relax at all...so yea today was a rough day! that i know for sure....right now i am declared as a mechanical student so yea i intended to transfer to another university for aerospace program...and i contacted the advisor at the other uni and emailed him concerning the classes that i am taking and going to take next sem...so i asked him whether or not my credit would actually transfer! when i received the reply from him EVERYTHING that i am taking this sem would not tranfer except for calcalas I and the class that i am going to take next sem also would not transfer next sem except for calculas II and US history! that was such a blow and my mind went blank! argh! kind a irritated because i was told that all my credit would transfer beside bible classes! so i was fine with that but in reality...everything would not transfer!

Right now i hope that my dean can work with the advisor there and the dean there as well to discuss about my credit transfer...or not my time here would be a total waste! sigh!

I am just waitng for news now and crossing my fingers tight...hopefully would transfer most of my credit this sem and i would tranfer next sem! thats the plan for now...

God, You hold my future, darling's future and our future...U are wonderful! Thank You and i am grateful for that!

One Day. One Day!

Oh Oh Oh....fall break is all over and today is my last day of chilling around...

although i am kind a bored during fall break then i don understand why time still fly by so quickly. I am sad because break is over but i am happy because days to see darling once again is getting closer and closer...this is a better news comparing to last day of fall break....wakakaka...

To darling:
anyway all i know among all that is surrounding me is that i am in love with one girl...and that girl is darling...i love her with all of my heart and my life...darling u are so important to me and in my life this is not some sweet words but its the fact...so yesh i promise you that one day i am coming back to be with you...one day we will get huskey and watch simpsons together alright...This 'one day' i will wait patiently for it...i will not give up no i wont...hehe....and sweetheart whenever i see you laugh i will also laugh, i got no i dea why and i dono why either...wakakka...so i guess i am "cheap" gua wakakaka....how you define it is between both of us haha....bluekz....

this is a short post because there isnt any much more thing to said other than i have said to darling....wakakaka....right now is that i am going to prove it to darling and yes i will prove it to you using time...because right now is action and time to prove what i have promise to you...no doubt i am using the advantage of time to prove it you! hehe...i sayang you so much my love i really do sayang and love you! hehe muackz... so i will see you real soon you are not running away or hiding any place....kekeke.....


Sign out: Foong Yeat Shung, Nicholas

I'll catch you when you fall...

date : 04/10/2008

this date marks the day that i would remember for the rest of my life...all because of one very person that has done it for me and without giving up on me at the very last moment...not only was there for me but also did encourage me and walked through with me...so world hear me clearly i am gonna be stronger than ever and more persistent because of one very person that has prove to me...so yea give me another shot and i will do my best this time... tittle for this post was from that person and there is a quote come along with it. This is how is goes :

"sulk if u want to, grumble if u want to, scold if u want to, keep quite if u want to.. i'll still be here for u. i promise."

This quote might not mean alot to anyone of you but oh my this quote has change my life and awakened me once again...so that very person that did is................Teh Mei Earn................she is not just my sweetheart but she is my life and my everything as well...although she might not be perfect to many haha but she is perfect for me and she fits into me heart....my love for her have look through issues and because of me she would change so why cant i change because of her! darling I will change for us and our future! another issue was that she was so persistent and never let me go...she insisted that she would stay with me even though her face was telling me that she was tired! i appreciate it darling! yesh i do and you did not do it for nothing! i will do it for you as well...alright...muackz....

In conclusion, she is an angel to me and darling u re pretty! ok....i love you with all my heart and all my soul...and i miss u and us too! MUACKZ u deserve a huge kiss! hehe...

What the .... you want me so say?

wtv sigh!

Our relationship is gonna be what we invest and put into it!!!

Woohoo!!! acutally now i am having fundamental engineering class but ala Prof. is not free and i am stuck with my lab work...

so i blog here cause i have not been blogging here wakakaka... so yesh...i gonna blog here for another reason is because me and darling had gone through alot this week and yet we love each other nothing lesser but the opposite way...we love each other so very much and miss each other as well...darling my love i understand what you saying and totally understand you at your blog...hehe....

and sweetheart thank you for understanding me as well i really do thank GOD so much for you and the love you have for me....it is the best thing i ever had and have in my entire life!!! muackz...darling...

Most of our relationship is built to last and i am sure of it...muackz...

need to get back to work...haha...

Love darling and darling only...this is a life promise i made to you sweetheart...

tagged by darling.

People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

Tag 8 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

1 ) Are you allowed to have a bf/gf?
Well, technically i am not encourage by my parents but than when i am having one they would not do anything also.

2 ) Describe urself in one word.
Ordinary

3 ) Who would you pick, someone who really loves you, or the one you love?
I would pick both!

4) Have you ever loved someone BEFORE but never had the courage to tell him/her?
Not love but liking someone and never told her about it yes i have...lolx...

5 ) Does it feel good to love?
OF COURSE! it does feel good....it complete my world and darling you have completed my world!

6 ) What's the best thing to do with the one you love?
Honestly, everythings include little ones almost are the best things to do with darling...

7) What will you say to someone who doesn't want to believe you??
Oh well, believe it or not is your call...who cares...

8 ) Was ever a time that you tried to learn to love someone?
Yesh! but it never ended up good...in fact is the worst...

9 ) Have you ever loved two person at once?
Nope...i hate two timer!

10 ) What would you say to playboys/playgirls?
Just do your thing and don come near...you will regret!


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1 ) Best place to cry?
When i am alone.

2) Who do you love the most?
Her...Honestly her...i know i love my family as well but its a different kind of love alright.

3 ) Tell us about ur dream last night?
i sort of fainted on the bed...so no dreams lolx...

4) Ever hated someone so bad?
yes...till now we still aint friends...so what!

5 )The biggest & most hurtful lie you heard?
the person i hate told me she love me but she did not meant it...(tuut!)

The last person..
-you had a beer with?
my friends

-you went to the movies with?
darling

-you talked on the cell phone with?
darling

-you hugged?
darling

-you yelled at?
My sis...she climb on top of my head so i had to...ooopz

In the last week have you..
~Kissed someone?
I would not kiss anyone except darling.

~Danced crazy?
haha nope...

Think of the last time u were angry, why were u angry?
i am angry because sis wasnt listening to me and mum...so yesh i was angry at her...

If you could do anything OR wish anything, what would it be?
To have darling by my side forever...

If you could have an all expense paid trip, where will you go?
i would go PARIS with darling...she likes it there...

Would you or have you ever blackmailed someone?
i did not really blackmailed anyone before beside doing it while i was joking about it...

Are you old fashioned?
Old fashion? haha i got no idea and everyone has his/her fashion...so yea if you don like it so be it...

What would be harder for you, to tell someone you love them or that you do not love them back?
I do not love them back...

What would be the hardest thing for you to give up on?
my dream with darling...i will never give up on that! NO CHANCE...

5 Facts About Me:
like to dream big
mind my business
would not talk much when i am frustrated.
have my own thinking
wanna to live a luxurious life

5 Things that Scares Me:
No hope
No future
No money
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7 Songs Playing in My Head Lately:
i'm yours by jason mraz
picture of you by north
stolen by dashboard confessional
God must've spend a lil more time on you by N'sync
This i promise you by N'sync
i dowan to miss a thing by aerosmith
Dear God by Avenged Sevenfold

7 Words/Things I Always use:
MacBook
Itouch
Books
"lolx"
"muackz"
"sweetheat"
"wassup"

i tag

rica
jeremy
justin
esther
ken
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Hola~

Hi there everyone and hi darling, ah now is like 6.45 am here and i am awake wakakakka, waiting for darling to come on9 and talk to her lol. still suffering alil with jet lag but it will all be just fine. ah here she comes so i am gona stop here. will update soon again or just read the other blog. thx

luv darling.

Busy!

ah manage to escape a lil to blog a lil for today....lolx...*curi ayam* darling teach one...so busy have not stop moving around since i wake up...and this morning my back was fine but now is coming back again...sigh! and later need to start up the fire edi...WISH darling can join us but she have to study...no worries next week we will attend together yea...muackz and miss darling...love ya...

and darling don worry ok...your dad is gonna be just fine. he is in good hands yea...ask him to take some rest for the mean time!

hugs & love darling...

OUCH!

Argh!!! my back hurts...been like this for a while edi... ~OUCH~

My few days of updates.

oh i am gonna update one shot for a few days here. lolx! ah my parents came back from australia last week and they bought chocolate, sweets, perfumes, wine, so and so forth. they been busy resting and unpacking thier luggage and stuffs for about a day or so.

after they had done with their stuff they came and ask me to do the party this week. so was busy all of a sudden already. and for the last few days, i was calling ppl trying to confirm the guest list and purchasing all the grocery for the party. Got so much food need to prepare, grocery to shop and things to sort out.

In the midst of being busy, i know one thing cleary is that i am thinking of darling moment by moment. Missing her throught the minutes and loving her in my heart day by day.

ah gonna update soon again so nickys out...

LOVE & MISS DARLING WITH ALL THAT I AM...(muackz)

hey guys, i am gonna update briefly here. most of the updates are on the other blog.

well, met darling today and i was really really happy. this was not planned at all, haha just came like that. Don believe ask darling! *lolx* we walk around in 1U although darling is suppose to study. see i manja you too much edi. HOW? and i know you will never get bored of me, instead my life is gonna be really interesting with you.

darling is having tests next week lord. So provide her strength and wisdom. LORD you will help her on retaining whatever she had studied. *lolx* Right darling?

anyway you all can read a more detail post on the other blog.
P/s: darling when you are not happy, i wont be happy as well and it hurts me. so smile more often yea! Muackz.
Nickys out

A lil of what is happening in my life.

Oh well, this few days been busy updating the other blog and did not post any here. Thinking about time, it really flies but i am happy because of alot of stuffs God has been great to me. I am fired up for my future because i am gonna spend it with someone very special in my life. Praise God for it.

Ah, i still have not start packing yet...wakakak...got no idea what to bring there actually, been busy getting my party guest list done and currently waiting for my mum and dad to come back. AIKZ >.<>

Not gonna write long here. so Nickys out!

Love and miss Darling.
hugs

Everything i do - Bryan Adams

Dear God - Avenged Sevenfold

Stolen - Dashboard Confessional

Moments

Moment is defined as a definite period in time. I have to admit there are moments i hate and there are moments i treasure. I hate moments like people leaving and i am sure no one like these feelings but its part of life. On the other hand there are moments i treasure and i will guard it with my life. Moments i treasure are moments that is significant and meaningful to me. Yesterday was a good example, i spend the whole day with Mei Earn in the mall and there are moments we spend together that money cant buy or moment that only both of us had that no one could experience or feel the way we did. Everything flew by, i enjoyed myself and had one of the best moment in my life. Till the end of the day, we both have to leave thats where i dont like it because it's departing! I HATE those feelings BUT deep down in me i know that we would be holding each other again somehow, someway, somewhere and someday. I am very sure of one thing is that moments that we had will never and can never be snatch away or decrease, it will only increase through time.

Love Piggy forever more!

Windows of your soul

My first sight on you was incredible and indescribable. When i look into your eyes, you struck me over and over again. I never get tired of the feeling and will never get tired over you. Time flies but the sweet memories retain deep in my heart. When i am with you, there is this recognition feeling i felt towards you and i have never found this feeling of mine on anyone but you and you alone. There are so much i want to say and tell you but i cant seem to find the right words for it because i know that words cant describe the feelings i have for you. Words can be seen and can be read but is weightless comparing to what i feel and felt for you, those feelings i have and had for you are weighted.

Things i miss about you:

I miss the way you hold me

I miss the way you tease me

I miss the way you talk to me

I miss the way you hug me

I miss your kisses

I miss the way you look at me

I miss your smiles

I miss the way you look into my eyes

I miss the way you make me feel

I miss the way you look

I miss the way you move me

I miss the way you whisper at my ears

I miss the little things you do

I miss your heartbeat

I miss the way you breathe

I MISS MEI EARN

Things I love about you:

I love you for who you are

I love you because you hold my heart

I love you for what i am when i am with you

I love you because you are the missing piece in my puzzle

I love you because you are what i prayed for

I love you because you are my life and heart

I love you because you loved me

I love you because you made me believe

I love you because you stole my heart

I love MEI EARN

Things i don't want to miss:

I dont want to miss a smile

I dont want to miss a hug

I dont want to miss a moment with you

I dont want to fall asleep cause i miss you

I dont want to miss a kiss from you

I DONT WANT TO CLOSE MY EYES BECAUSE I DONT WANT TO MISS A THING FROM YOU

I am, I were, I will be your guardian angel because you have stolen my heart and soul but most of all YOU are God's beautiful grace to me. When i look into your eyes, the very thing i see is your soul.

I did not tell you this but i am gonna write this here. YOU LOOK GORGEOUS TODAY.